🌷 My Life So Far
My life so far? Hmm... I would say it's been a mix of good days, bad days, school stress, random happiness, and a lot of "what am I doing with my life?" moments. 😂
✨ Welcome to my corner of the internet
Hi, I'm Rairai — this is where I write about my life.
Hi! I’m Raiii♡ Welcome to my little corner of the internet, where you can discover the things I love, the dreams I’m chasing, and the little things that make me who I am.
🌸 Dreamer
📚 Student
🎨 Creative
🍰 Snack lover
✰ hello!
est. 2026
about me ♡
Soft-hearted, a little playful, always trying my best
I'm a girl who loves cats, books, pink things, cute stuff, sweets, hijabs, skirts, family time, dreams, and a little bit of shopping that my wallet probably doesn't appreciate. I may not always have everything figured out, but I'm learning and growing along the way.
"I don't have to have everything figured out right now. I just need to keep moving forward, one step at a time."
- I dream of becoming a CPA or accountant someday, and building a career that makes my family proud.
- I want to keep studying and improving myself so I can reach the goals I have for my future.
- I dream of traveling to different places, seeing beautiful views, and making memories around the world.
- I want to become financially independent and make my younger self proud.
a little more about me
Bits and pieces of who I am
Some things I know for sure about myself lately.
- I love cats, reading books, and basically everything pink.
- I love cute things and anything that makes me smile.
- I love studying, even though sometimes I really don't feel like it.
- I love spending quality time with my family.
- I love ice cream and almost every kind of sweet food — especially Biscoff.
- I love wearing skirts because they make me feel comfortable and pretty.
- I enjoy simple and cozy moments, and I like collecting cute little things.
- I appreciate the little things that make ordinary days feel special.
- I can be very organized and hardworking when I'm motivated — but I also procrastinate and need a little push sometimes.
- I'm curious, creative, and always discovering new things about myself.
- I love collecting hijabs, which is probably why my money disappears so quickly.
- I can easily get tempted by a pretty hijab in a color or design I don't have yet.
- I love cute stationery, accessories, and little things that make everyday life more fun.
- I love taking pictures and keeping memories of special moments.
- I may be a little chaotic sometimes, but I'm also caring, curious, ambitious, and full of dreams.
- Still learning, still dreaming, still growing, and slowly creating the life I want. ♡
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Cats
obviously
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Book Lover
any book, any time
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Hijab Collector
my wallet's biggest enemy
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Biscoff Lover
in basically anything
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Pink Enthusiast
everything, always
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Skirt Lover
comfortable and pretty
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Cute Stuff Collector
and little collectibles
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Photos
keeping every memory
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My thoughts, my goals, and whatever's on my mind lately.
🌷 My Life So Far
My life so far? Hmm... I would say it's been a mix of good days, bad days, school stress, random happiness, and a lot of "what am I doing with my life?" moments. 😂
I'm the type of person who can easily get affected by small things. It could be a problem at school, too much schoolwork, a misunderstanding, or sometimes I just overthink something for no reason. 😭 Sometimes one small problem happens and suddenly I'm thinking about ten other things at the same time.
But even though I get stressed easily, I always try my best to keep going. Whenever things get hard, I remind myself of Allah. I know I can't control everything that happens in my life, so I just try to trust Him and believe that things will be okay. My faith is one of the things that helps me get through difficult days.
I'm also still trying to figure myself out. I have a lot of things I want to do someday. I want to become a CPA, travel to different places, experience new things, make my family proud, and hopefully become a better person along the way.
And of course, there's my love for hijabs. 🧕😭
I love collecting them, and honestly, this is probably one of the reasons why my money disappears so quickly. I'll tell myself, "di ako pamasa sa apya antunaa ka kalngan pman a perak akn" and then I see a pretty hijab and suddenly I'm like, "Okay, last dn aya da datar ini akn a color ron." 😂
I know I still have a lot to learn. I don't have my whole life planned out, and sometimes I'm still confused about what I'm doing. But I think that's normal.
For now, I'm just trying to enjoy the good moments, learn from the bad ones, do my best in school, take care of the people I love, and keep trusting Allah.
I may not know exactly where I'll end up, but I'm excited to see where life takes me. 🩷
Still learning, still growing, and still trying my best. 🎀✨
My Goals for This School Year (and Beyond)
I have a lot of things I want to achieve, but let’s be honest, my first goal is probably just to survive school without losing my mind. 😭😂
My goals for this school year (and beyond)
I have a lot of things I want to achieve, but let's be honest, my first goal is probably just to survive school without losing my mind. 😭😂
1. Do Better in School
I want to do better in my studies and actually understand my lessons.
I also want to stop doing everything at the last minute because somehow I always say "I still have time" until suddenly the deadline is tomorrow. 😭
I want to manage my time better and be more responsible with my schoolwork.
2. Improve My Grades
Of course, I want to improve my grades too.
I want to study more and prepare for exams instead of depending on my memory and prayers the night before. 😂
I know I can do better if I actually put more effort into it.
3. Be More Confident
I want to become more confident when speaking in front of people, especially during presentations and class activities.
I sometimes get nervous and think too much about what other people might say, so I want to slowly get over that.
I just want to be able to say, "Okay, I can do this," and actually believe it.
4. Save More Money
I REALLY need to work on this one. 😭
I want to learn how to save my money instead of spending it right away.
Because apparently, whenever I have money, my brain says:
"You should buy this."
And then I remember I like hijabs. 🧕😭
So yes, saving money is definitely one of my goals.
My Biggest Goal
More than anything, I just want to become a better version of myself.
I want to make my family proud, keep my faith strong, do well in school, reach my dreams, and be happy with the person I become.
I know I won't achieve everything right away, and that's okay.
I'll just take it one step at a time.
🎀 5 Things That Made Me Smile This Week
This week wasn't perfect, but there were still a few things that made me happy. Sometimes it's the small things that make a normal week a little better.
🎀 5 Things That Made Me Smile This Week
This week wasn't perfect, but there were still a few things that made me happy. Sometimes it's the small things that make a normal week a little better.
1. Finishing a School Task
Finally finishing a school task that I've been putting off felt SO good. 😭
There's just something about submitting an assignment and thinking: "Okay, I don't have to worry about that anymore."
Did I do it early? No. 😂
Did I finish it? Yes.
So I'll take that as a win.
2. Our Food Experiment
I got to go out with some of my classmates for our Entrepreneur Week.
We made and tested some of the foods we wanted to sell. Only a few members were able to come, but we still decided to do it.
At first, we weren't sure if the food would actually taste good. 😭 But after we finished making everything and finally tried it…
IT WAS ACTUALLY GOOD! 😂
It was fun because we got to work together, try something new, and see our idea become actual food.
Small group, but we still did it. 🩷🍴
3. Eating Good Food
I don't think I need to explain this one. 😂
Eating something I really like after a long day instantly makes me feel better.
Sometimes good food is all I need to make my day a little better. 😭
4. Laughing With My Friends
I love those random conversations with friends where you start talking about something normal and somehow end up laughing about the most random thing ever. 😭
Nothing special happened, but I still had fun.
Sometimes you just need a good laugh.
5. Having Some Quiet Time
I also had a little time to just relax and not think about school or anything stressful.
No assignments.
No deadlines.
Just peace. 😭🩷
It also gave me time to be thankful for the things I have and remember Allah.
Sometimes I think we really need moments like that.
💗 A Little Reminder
This week reminded me that happiness doesn't always have to come from something big.
Sometimes it's just finishing your homework, eating good food, laughing with your friends, successfully making food for a school project, or having a peaceful moment.
Life can get stressful, but there are still little things that can make us smile.
So I'm trying to appreciate those little moments more.
Because sometimes, the small things are actually the best part. 🩷✨